BlogEntryNo378

posted by Joanna Mah on September 23, 2009

quarter-life crisis.


i'm seriously thinking of shutting up and just posting pictures of my blog, no kidding. Haha.

it's this phase of life where you feel like keeping things to yourself and broadcasting your thoughts globally makes you feel like you're just another number of google search's counter. Even if i do feel like pouring out feelings, i'm not sure I can find the right words to express them, or even if im sure of what i'm feeling at all. maybe that's where twitter got the idea of less is more. short sentences better express how you feel and doesn't make you seem like a total freako for writing random sentences on your blog entry...sorry, totally random.




photo by martyna adela d. 2008

speaking of phases of life, everyone seems to be going places. stepping into different and what i term "scary" phases of life. one step closer to making you feel grown up. which scares me, maybe i just dont want to grow up. i want to stay cozy under my parents roof and still have the freedom to be a grown up. 
this is the perks of growing up ahead of your time and peers. people close to me are stepping into different phases of life and i'm the one feeling the effects the most. 

maybe there is such a thing called quanter life crisis, instead of mid-life. seriously, im freaking 19 only and im thinking about saving money, paying for the bills and how i'm going to survive on my own.




this photo reminds me of someone. 
someone who made everything feel better yesterday.
and now i have to wait another 3 days.

1 butterflutterflies.:

Unknown said...

oh! :) when i saw the toenails picture i thought it was your toenails! :)

If you don't wanna publish your thoughts openly at least journal it quietly on your own secret book? When we write... it helps us to process our thoughts and it helps us to make sense with things... :)