i just do....
"To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another."
since i was a little girl, i've always told myself that when i get married, someone would read out 1 Corinthians 13 to the congregation as they witness the joining of two madly in love birds share a life together from that significant time onwards.
these words always had a special place in my heart and i made a conscious effort to let them be my guiding lines the day i learn to love another person with everything i have. Love, when you truly understand it, simply is the strongest link, and the purest of its kind. When you love someone, you do not boast, you do not envy, you are not proud, not rude, easily angered, self-seekingly self-centered, always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres and never fails.
But something changed yesterday. And i learnt that no matter how pure and innocently blameless your love for someone is, never. NEVER. ever think things cannot go bad. I learned and tried to love someone as God loved me, pure without conditions. Nevertheless, i failed. miserably.
Jealously is a very poisonous venom. One of a kind and dangerously destructive.
Yesterday, i learned to trust someone and trust myself to my judgements.
Yesterday, i learned to trust myself to someone else and let the words "i love you" simply mean "I LOVE YOU". No more no less, i just do.
No questions asked.
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