BlogEntryNo383

posted by Joanna Mah on November 2, 2009

one week.


last week was..
the one with the accident.
my very first accident which is technically my third. its the first time i hit a moving object driven by someone. technically, its the third. complicated. the first was a curb, the second was when someone bumped into me, so this is the third.
paranoid of texis but im fine. the texi had no scratch at all but he kept finding reasons to say that his car was dented. nevertheless, im glad i handled it well =) another reason why jojo has grown up.


the one with the end.
finished my two papers and the end of the 2nd sem of the 2nd year. i've never been happier to celebrate it with a retail therapy session and a indulgence session in Chilis. time passes fast. i have 1 more year before i graduate and 1 more semester before i start my thesis. oh boy. 


the one with the harassed.
i drove to tesco after work to get some groceries and shopping of my own. some guy followed me and started asking questions about what my name was, where i was from and insisted on my phone number. he followed me to the carpark but i didnt dare walk to the car. started calling the boyfie who insisted that he stay on the phone and get into the car only when he was gone. mr. harasser gave me his phone number which i am yet to harass him back and eat his own dirt and made me circle around my house half an hour just to make sure no one was following me. 
seriously, im in a state of shock. im angry at a pathetic guy and im angry for seeming vulnerable. im just angry.


the one with the job.
i started my internship at a child development center and toddlers have too much energy for me to handle. i cant keep 4 year olds still. and my first emcee-ing gig. 


the one with the bad back.
i have a massively bad back ache with a sharp pain every now and then. something about the muscle. looked it up online and most websites say it takes 4 to 6 weeks for it to heal fully. mum helped turn my mattress the other way round so i would get a firmer and harder surface to support my back. not helping since i have to chase toddlers for 2 months...oh wells.
i aggravated it the day i finished my final paper cause i went shopping round midvalley the whole day.


the one with the halloween gig.
went to urbanattic with the boyfie to watch his gig on halloween. no, i dont agree with the holiday, i was just there to watch him play. we left straight after. anyway, its been sometime since i watched them play.




BlogEntryNo382

posted by Joanna Mah on October 22, 2009

hello hurricane.


did you know? i can't wait for their new release. few more weeks, few more weeks...

anyway, its almost the end of the semester. 
finals is next week, and im almost done with year 2.
few more weeks and its a year. 
do you remember the time during the elections? Haha. this is only meant for one person.
time moves pretty fast. 
it's been 3 years when i first left school. 
and you wonder why everyday was the same in school.
its pretty awesome so far. i must say a lot has change, A LOT. 
some things bad, some things good.
you lose some so you can gain something better, isnt that right God?


blerrg, i thought i had the mojo for blogging. apparently not. 
good day and good bye. 


oh, calendar update: i finish finals on the 28th. start internship 30th or 2nd. happy ber-holidaying...not! pfftt. no holiday again.





BlogEntryNo381

malacca.



   








BlogEntry380

posted by Joanna Mah on October 20, 2009

oh sunny day.

im so vain. did i tell you that?
Haha =)



  
  





BlogEntryNo379

posted by Joanna Mah on October 12, 2009

groovy Friday.


it was a cold, chilly friday. how i wish everyday was like that in kl...
hott arrr.
reached genting about 7.30. ate at this pizza football place while listening to him chatter about some footie throw in, whined about the lack of arcade games to relive our childhood memories, enjoyed the French market thingy, drank hot choco and slept. 

such a relaxing day...
now back to work. =( 
me no like psychological testing. very mah fan lar spss.














BlogEntryNo378

posted by Joanna Mah on September 23, 2009

quarter-life crisis.


i'm seriously thinking of shutting up and just posting pictures of my blog, no kidding. Haha.

it's this phase of life where you feel like keeping things to yourself and broadcasting your thoughts globally makes you feel like you're just another number of google search's counter. Even if i do feel like pouring out feelings, i'm not sure I can find the right words to express them, or even if im sure of what i'm feeling at all. maybe that's where twitter got the idea of less is more. short sentences better express how you feel and doesn't make you seem like a total freako for writing random sentences on your blog entry...sorry, totally random.




photo by martyna adela d. 2008

speaking of phases of life, everyone seems to be going places. stepping into different and what i term "scary" phases of life. one step closer to making you feel grown up. which scares me, maybe i just dont want to grow up. i want to stay cozy under my parents roof and still have the freedom to be a grown up. 
this is the perks of growing up ahead of your time and peers. people close to me are stepping into different phases of life and i'm the one feeling the effects the most. 

maybe there is such a thing called quanter life crisis, instead of mid-life. seriously, im freaking 19 only and im thinking about saving money, paying for the bills and how i'm going to survive on my own.




this photo reminds me of someone. 
someone who made everything feel better yesterday.
and now i have to wait another 3 days.

BlogEntryNo377

lomo vintage.

lomo vintage pictures give me a sense of calmness, really.

they seem to happy and carefree..and sunny! yes, happy sun. not Malaysia's fussing eeky sticky hot weather sun. the happy sunny sun dress sun. get it? get it?
i yearn for a nice day off around a beach, walking aimlessly. its getting tiring rushing in and out everyday. still trying to find footing in the current semester and it's about to end, oh boy.

adeline showed me a fashion blogger's blog, Alix, and i absolutely love her shots. Not that im intrigued by her sense of style lar. just love her editings.